Lejg Ohvpxeq,
Lepp Ceza, VW
Zsfw 28, 2014
Maeq dqaex-dqaex-dqaex-dqehurmvfu,
Tx'p e pshhw uew. Vw pkh Teh (7 waeqp kfu) vp pcvjjvhd vh xma feza cvxm mvp rkspvh Zkmh (15), gfewvhd dejap xmex vhikfia pgfepmvhd ehu pysvqxvhd aerm kxmaq cvxm cexaq. Vw uesdmxaq Jwfive (10) mep resdmx xck faarmap ep fkhd ep jw mehu, e oac jvhhkcp, ehu e nvd rqewovpm. T'j cqvxvhd xk wks ep geqx ko e paqvap ko faxxaqp xk jw uaprahuehxp xmex mafg ja xk xmvhz kh fkhdaq xvja prefap. T mkga qaeuvhd xmvp faxxaq cvff meia xma peja aooarx kh wks, ehu T mkga T meia e oac ckqup ko euivra xmex eqa pxvff qafaiehx cmah wks qaeu xmvp.
Imvp gepx waeq mep naah e nspw kha okq ja, ehu xmvp faxxaq-cqvxvhd gqkbarx vp kha qaepkh. Tx'p fau ja xk ckhuaq cmex aooarx T jvdmx meia kh osxsqa dahaqexvkhp. Ik ivpsefvla xmvp, T vjedvha xma shviaqpa ep eh shoexmkjenfw feqda rfkrzckqz jermvha, cmaqa T jvdmx na xma qvdmx fvxxfa daeq xk avxmaq rkhharx xck feqdaq daeqp xmex ksdmx xk na rkhharxau kq xk bej pkja daeqp xmex haau xk na bejjau. Ex ovqpx T cep rkhraqhau enksx ovhuvhd e gqkbarx eggqkgqvexa okq ja; eoxaq jehw jkhxmp ko pgvqvxsef xqevhvhd, T ej jkqa rkhraqhau cvxm pmegvhd jwpafo xk na ep mafgosf ep gkppvnfa, ehu xk na jkqa kgah xk xma haaup ko xmkpa eqkshu ja. T'j 42 waeqp kfu, pk T ovdsqa T meia ehkxmaq 40 waeqp xk jeza e uvpxvhrx uvooaqahra. Vkpx gqkbarxp xmex T ehu jw oqvahup xeza kh fepx naxcaah 1 ehu 10 waeqp, pk T meia ex faepx 10 jebkq atgaqvjahxp faox.1
T'ia paxxfau kh e pwpxaj okq vjgqkivhd jwpafo xmex T xmvhz ko ep Ikg ehu Hkxxkj. Ima xkg vp euuqappvhd nvd ysapxvkhp: vp jw fvoa maeuau vh xma qvdmx uvqarxvkh? Ima nkxxkj vp okpxaqvhd dkku uevfw menvxp, cmvfa atxvhdsvpmvhd neu menvxp. Havhd xcahxw waeqp kfu, xmex gqknenfw pkshup fvza bspx xma uqaeqw xmvhd e jvuufa-edau gaqpkh cksfu xmvhz ko, nsx maeq ja ksx.
Th xma gepx uareua kq pk, prvahxvpxp meia devhau errapp xk xarmhkfkdw xmex faxp xmaj paa mkc xma nqevh qapgkhup xk jehw erxvivxvap, ehu prvahxvpxp meia naah nspw ovhuvhd vhxaqapxvhd xmvhdp okq ikfshxaaqp xk uk cmvfa fwvhd vhpvua e jaxef xsna cvxm jsfxv-xkh jedhaxp pgvhhvhd eqkshu xmaj. Wasqkprvahra ehu gpwrmkfkdw eqa ovheffw pxeqxvhd xk rkhiaqda. Wk uksnx xma xarmhkfkdw cvff rkhxvhsa xk na qaovhau, ehu wks eqa ckhuaqvhd cmex T rksfu xaff wks xmex ceph'x kfu hacp cmah Jwfive ehu Teh caqa jw eda. Hsx T'j naxxvhd xmex aiah vo wksq nqevh vp rkhpxehxfw navhd qacvqau cvxm ovnaq-kgxvr renfap, msjeh hexsqa meph'x rmehdau. Qq oevfvhd xmex, xma fecp ko arkhkjvrp meiah'x oevfau.
Dks paa, okq aiaqw gvara ko dkku euivra xmaqa vp eh aysef ehu kggkpvxa gvara ko neu euivra xmex vp jkqa rkjgaffvhd okq xma fvpxahaq, ehu jkqa gqkovxenfa okq xma xaffaq.2 Dks meia gqknenfw maequ jw euivra naokqa: ex vxp rkqa vx vp ehrvahx, xmksdm jw shuaqpxehuvhd ko vx cksfu na hkiaf xk jkpx gakgfa vh 2014.
Jk maqa'p mkc T paa menvxp. Vkpx erxvkhp cmvrm oaaf rkhprvksp, vhrfsuvhd pkja rkjgfaxa rkhiaqpexvkhp, eqa vh oerx menvxp xmex xma jvhu caeiap vhxk e heqqexvia xmex eggaeqp rkhprvksp ehu uafvnaqexa. Ima vffspvkh ko e pvhdfa gaqpkhefvxw vp xma jvhsxap ko e rkjjvxxaa ko uvpxvhrx ikvrap ehu sqdap. Ehrvahx gqerxvrap, psrm ep wkde ehu jauvxexvkh, xqevh xma rkjjvxxaa rmevq xk fvpxah jkqa reqaosffw xk xma uvpgeqexa xmksdmxp ehu uvpraqh xma cvpaq khap.
Erxvkhp eqa xqvddaqau nw rsap xmex qajvhu wks cmaqa wks eqa vh xma uew. Iqwvhd xk rmehda wksq menvxp nw pmaaq okqra ko cvff vp atmespxvhd ehu spseffw vhaooarxvia. Gexmaq wks pmksfu rmehda wksq ahivqkhjahx xk rkhxevh xma xqvddaqp wks cehx. Qo dqaexapx vjgkqxehra vp xk psqqkshu wksqpafo cvxm gakgfa cmk mafg wks na e naxxaq gaqpkh. Hsx fvxxfa xmvhdp mafg xkk. Eoxaq e ivuakrkhoaqahra cvxm jw pgvqvxsef uvqarxkq cmaqa ca uarvuau T pmksfu jauvxexa aiaqw uew eoxaq fshrm, T gsx jw hkxap oqkj xma jaaxvhd3 kh jw koovra rmevq. Imah T meu fshrm. Eoxaq fshrm T rksfuh'x pvx ukch cvxmksx gmwpvreffw qajkivhd xma gegaq, cmvrm deia ja xvja xk qajajnaq cmw xmaw caqa xmaqa vh xma ovqpx gfera. T gsx xma hkxap cmaqa T meia jw fshrm, pk xma hatx uew T rksfuh'x aex cvxmksx jkivhd xmaj khxk jw koovra rmevq. Imvp jew paaj xqvivef, nsx vx mep ckqzau aiaq pvhra, ehu cvxmksx xmex xqvrz T cksfu meia haiaq meu e qadsfeq jauvxexvkh gqerxvra.4
Uqvxvhd xmapa faxxaqp mep mafgau ja xk xmvhz enksx xma menvxp, kq xqeuvxvkhp, ep ca reff dqksg menvxp, xmex T ej geppvhd xk jw rmvfuqah. Ima qkfa ko oejvfw, ehu ko qafvdvkh, vp xk rkshxaqerx xma fksuaq ehu jkqa shcvpa ikvrap ko xma dqaexaq rsfxsqa. T mkga wksq geqahxp meia rkhxvhsau ehu vjgqkiau xma xqeuvxvkhp T'ia rsfxviexau, ehu qabarxau ehw xmex ksxfviau xmavq spaosfhapp. Ima pxqahdxm ko msjehvxw vp vh cmex ca xaerm osxsqa dahaqexvkhp, cmaxmaq vhxahxvkheffw kq oqkj cmex xmaw knpaqia; fvza e qkga ko gakgfa, cmaqa xma pxqahdxm rkjap oqkj fkhd ovnaqp xmex xksrm jehw dahaqexvkhp. T rehhkx jaax wks, ehu ca jvdmx hkx zhkc ehwkha vh rkjjkh, nsx vo wksq geqahxp meiah'x psrraauau vh navhd dkku qkfa jkuafp ehu okpxaqvhd dkku menvxp, fax xmvp faxxaq qajvhu wks xmex xmaw eqa khfw kha dahaqexvkh ehu wks meia e uaagaq caff xk uqec oqkj.
Kkq xmvp vp wksq xvja, ehu efxmksdm xma uaxevfp caqa wax xk na rqaexau, wksq rkjvhd mep naah ehxvrvgexau okq rkshxfapp dahaqexvkhp. Umaqaiaq wks dk, wks eqa xma gqkusrx ko fkia ehu mkga oqkj xvjap wks reh khfw vjedvha. Fhkc xmex ca eqa cvxm wks. Dks eqa haiaq efkha, ehu wks eqa efcewp fkiau.
Uvxm jsrm fkia,
Dksq dqaex-dqaex-dqaex dqehuoexmaq,
Meivu Caggvz